date: Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @ 6:53 pm
title: Where..
Its kinda of weird to know
when the chances of meeting
that someone in Singapore is absolutely zero.
Cos he/she is gone.
Perhap u are just hiding beneath my shadows.Where are you?
Under the carpet? Under the roof? Under the sky?
Just tell me. Where are you?
Perhap u are just hiding beneath my shadows.Maybe u are not under anything.
You are just hiding from me that's all.
But i just wan to see you. hear you. touch you. smell you. know you.
Perhap u are just hiding beneath my shadows.What a fool I am.
I wander around looking aimlessly when what I could do was to focus
and I could see you. hear you. touch you. smell you. know you.
Abba!I feel horrible. If its possible, take away this cup of suffering along with my weakness, but its your will that I need to go thru tribulation in order to mature den so be it. I need to learn how to speak once again. I need to learn how to communicate once again. I need to learn how to edify once again. I know I'm not good in this but I will try to change. Give me sometime. Learn with me. Be my teacher. Stay with me. I'm lost without you. Just like when you taught me how to take the first step of faith. Walking is not the deal. Running is not the deal. Its back to crawling on all four. Face down.
